Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Relaxed or bitchy

Hmmm, most people think bitchy? The girl who took my blood pressure last night said relaxed. I'd like to think relaxed, maybe I am bitchy. I really don't like my job right now, which leads to bitchiness. My boss asked if I was going to be like this for the next two years until this project was done. I'm not sure if I can stand this project for two years. Maybe that is a sign.

I had a goodish workout this a.m. The PT didn't want to work me very hard because I donated blood last night, but she did work me anyway. I didn't pass out. After we were done, I decided on light cardio...ie, the bike. I didn't feel like anything busy. It took me 60 seconds to decide that sucked, and I wanted to go home, so I went to the locker room to shower, got my shoes off and decided I couldn't possibly quit. So I put them back on and did 20 minutes on the treadclimber. I still didn't want to do the bike. I really just am in a funk. I want to sit in a chair at home and relax! I think I need a vacation. All in all, I got in a good sweat, it was just a mediocre day at the gym, nothing fancy, but enough to say I didn't slack.

Hopefully tomorrow will feel more peppy. I think this weekend was such a let down that I cannot seem to move on...

1 comment:

nmburleson said...

I want to commend you for putting your shoes back on and going and doing 20 minutes of cardio! That's awesome!!!!

I hope that the funk goes away soon. I find myself in a funk, but I think it's PMS. I never know for sure until after the fact. So irregular!

Hang in there!